a fist to the face

Wed, 24 May 2006 15:05:06 GMT

add my new journal. thanks.

have a good day.

SHITS "FRICKIN" OFF THE HOOK!!

Tue, 23 May 2006 18:28:55 GMT

my life is seriously amazing.

so is jennas jens shelleys gabes joshs erics kendalls allies and jarods and adams and kevins and ~~johnnys~~(he doesnt want to be included) too.

all of our lives together equal one bad ass life.

horray for being amazing.

1,2,3, fin.

Tue, 23 May 2006 14:52:33 GMT

first of all, go suns.

second of all, my bladder is sick.

third of all, i feel like punching every beam of light and sharp sound in this office.

kill me.

there is a time and a place, this is neither the time nor the place.

Mon, 22 May 2006 20:22:04 GMT

what's been said and this guilt I can't shed.
It still rings in my ears - Oh, get out
the butcher's knife.
I've been screaming for years
but it gets me nowhere
just get out the butcher's knife.

That organ's playing my song,
but this song's gone on too long.
What a day to sever such ugly extremities.
"What a lovely day", says the butcher
as he raises his arm.

Mon, 22 May 2006 14:27:10 GMT

this weekend was crazy.

my mind is still a mess.

my little i am poem.

Sun, 21 May 2006 16:57:30 GMT

I am all the wrong in the right.
I wonder what it would be like.
I hear the words of inspiration so close, but so out of my hands.
I see what i need.
I want it within reach.
I am all the wrong in the right.

I pretend i dont know whats going on.
I feel so many wrong emotions for all the wrong reasons.
I touch the arm of the one i love.
I worry that someone can see through me.
I cry a thousand times a day.
I am all the wrong in the right.

I understand why there is pain.
I say "you have to work at being happy, and that is why it is so easy to be miserable"
I dream.. only he knows my dream.
I try to ignore it.
I hope i can get over it.
I am all the wrong in the right.

driftwood

Fri, 19 May 2006 21:46:35 GMT

He swam steadily for most of the day.
Suddenly he found himself approaching an enormous floating cavern.
Could it be an island?
Pinocchio looked closer and he saw two huge rows of sharp,
yellow teeth and he realized his mistake.

So he would sulk and drink and mope
and cross his arms and hope to die.
And then a fairy came one night
to bring this sorry boy to life.
She pulled some strings
and spun him about.
That boy sprang up
and began to shout,
"My arms, my legs, my heart, my face they're alive!"
And she would cry, "Liar, liar!
What have I done?
You're no lover, and I'm no fighter."

(The story goes on)

So he would buy her things and kiss her hair
to show he was for real.
And she would take those gifts and kisses
though just stringing him along.
She knew about those wooden boys-
it's an empty love to fill the void.
"Pinocchio! Oh boy, how your nose has grown!"
So he would cry, "Liar, liar!
I'll prove it to you!"
But then it grew
He had grown tired of her
So it was true
He left her apartment
And he walked all night long
'til he was stopped by the shore of the ocean.
But still he walked on, amongst the whales
and the waves, and screamed
"Liar, liar!"
And his wooden body floated away.
He just drifted away.

And now I wonder how i was made...
my arms, my legs, my heart, my face,
my name is Driftwood

Thu, 18 May 2006 20:23:13 GMT

today will be a good day after all.

Weird Facts

Thu, 18 May 2006 18:04:41 GMT

Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the

mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away

from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the

flush.

The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood

plasma.

No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.

The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache.

Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

Pearls melt in vinegar.

The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and

Budweiser, in that order.

It is possible to lead a cow upstairs...but not downstairs.

A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.

Turtles can breathe through their butts.

On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.

Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year

because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the

weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

A snail can sleep for three years.

No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH."

Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never

stop growing.

All polar bears are left handed.

A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

Almost everyone who reads this email will try to lick their elbow

Wed, 17 May 2006 17:35:45 GMT

Can we please plan a trip to either Las Vegas or somewhere in California for July.. Just for a weekend. Toward the end of the month. And a camping trip for one weekend in either June or July.
I am feeling a strong urge to explore! come on.

Josh? Kendall? Eric? Gabe? Shelley? Jenna? Jen? Anyone?

LETS GO!!!

we need to get this shit out of my system.

STAT!

Wed, 17 May 2006 14:59:29 GMT

not much to say,
lots of work to finish today..

the suns won cause i left. go suns.

tonight i rest it up so i can be awake for tomorrow night. im sure we'll be out late.

lets throw a birthday party for dustin. or something. his birthday is on the 30th. and he is 18. good idea.

thanks kendall.

exactly.

Mon, 15 May 2006 18:18:38 GMT

There's times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There's times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you're...
You're something else

You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad

You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I've seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better... better...

You've used up all your coupons
And all you've got left is me
And somehow I'm full of forgiveness
I guess it's meant to be

You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lucky
Underneath it all
You're really lovely

You're really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I'm really lovely
Underneath it all
And you're really lovely

are you feelin it?
im feelin it.

Mon, 15 May 2006 14:38:29 GMT

this weekend was busy. i spent most of it in my car. a tank of gas went in 3 days. thats unusual for me.
i still cant believe i missed dis name. im a moron.

way to go suns. 20 dollars wasted.

this morning i was doing my hair and sadie made my flat iron drop on my ankle. i think i have 3rd degree burns.. my skin is white and burning and pretty much looks dead. its gross and painful. and i refuse to touch it.

good things will be going on this weekend. im excited for friday and saturday, more so saturday though. i love birthday parties.

we should go out to dinner tonight. anyone down?

o m g

Fri, 12 May 2006 18:34:21 GMT

"the light rale wont work.."

"its on a rail!"

"ya! and its not as fast as light."

hilarious!!!

Thu, 11 May 2006 14:58:18 GMT

no jenna today = boo.

now, lets all pretend.

Wed, 10 May 2006 19:42:50 GMT

i dont know what really is going on. and for the first time. i dont want to.

i just cant care anymore. it hurts too bad.

Wed, 10 May 2006 15:39:11 GMT

midol makes me feel awesome.

woo. party at work..

my brain has stopped for now. thank god.

sorry for freaking out on you jonathon joyce. much love for not freaking out back.

i think i am going to take this stuff more often.

Tue, 09 May 2006 20:42:21 GMT

i finished all my work again. i dominate the files. there is def. something weird going on inside me. i keep on getting these horrible sharp pains in my lower back. and it feels like there is someone tieing knots with my guts. my legs are sore too. i need a nap very badly. hopefully sadie will let me take one when i get home from work.
i need to see a doctor.
lunch was delicious. everyone loves free large sodas and cinnamon twists.
as soon as 10 passed the day started to fly. today i am learning something new. i love that i am starting to feel like i kinda know what i am doing.
sadie passed out on the way home last night. she didnt even have enough energy to cry when we put her in bed. i love her cute tired face.
i am celebrating mothers day for myself on sunday. she might be a puppy, but she is still my little girl, and i love her like she is my own.

im sure ill write more later. i have alot on my mind.

im secretly a sports fan.

Tue, 09 May 2006 14:32:49 GMT

last night was crazy. i had a good time, going crazy all over the place. sorry jen and kendall for standing in the line of fire. and thank you jen and jenna for helping me watch.. sadie... not jenna... i can tell you who we didnt see.. and i hope that means a new truck!

go suns.

take me to a game. i love going to games.

im getting really good at packing my lunch.

whats going on this weekend?

hello tuesday.

=D

hello monday.

Mon, 08 May 2006 18:02:03 GMT

today, i finished my work by myself. thats crazy, who woulda though? i guess its good to know that if jenna needs a day off she can take one.

i packed my lunch again today. gotta love turkey.

my body is feeling kinda odd.. a little swollen.. i dont know, i just feel weird in the belly region.

time is zooming by.

im in a great mood.

Fri, 05 May 2006 14:43:13 GMT

i talked to some old friends last night, it was good to hear from them. but i also remember why i had to pull myself away from them in the first place.

im not very funny today.

but jen, you will be glad to know that i packed my lunch today.. with a turkey sand. and.. string cheese.. =D

but then i bought breakfast this morning and that defeated the purpose of doing so.. but i was very hungry.

sadie slept with me for a long time last night. until like 11 or 12.. but then she was snoring too loud and i had to put her in her bed. but it was cute.. when i went to bed i put her in her bed but then after i was asleep she jumped the gate and crawled into bed with me. its weird that she is big enough to jump onto the bed now... i remember when she couldnt even see the top of the mattress. aaww now i miss her.. she sleeps on my feet every morning when i am getting ready for work.. what a doll.

ciao.

Tue, 02 May 2006 14:33:35 GMT

You have come here In pursuit of your deepest urge In pursuit of that wish which till now Has been silent, Silent.
I have brought you that our passions may fuse and merge, In your mind you've already succumbed to me, dropped all defenses Completely succumbed to me. Now you are here with me, No second thoughts, You've decided, Decided.
Past the point of no return, No backward glances, Our games of make-believe are at an end. Past all thought of “if” or “when”, No use resisting Abandon thought and let the dream descend.
What raging FIRE shall flood the soul? What rich desire unlocks its door?What sweet seduction lies before us?
Past the point of no return. The final threshold, What warm unspoken secrets Will we learn? beyond the point of no return.
You have brought me To that moment when words run dry, To that moment when speech disappears Into silence, Silence.
I have come here Hardly knowing the reason why. In my mind I've already imagined Our bodies entwining Defenseless and silent. Now I am here with you no second thoughts,I've decided,Decided.
Past the point of no return no going back now, Our passion-play has now at last begun.
Past all thought of right or wrong. One final question, How long should we two wait before we're one?
When will the blood begin to race? The sleeping bud burst into bloom? When will the flames at last CONSUME us?!
Past the point of no return, The final threshold. The bridge is crossed
So stand and watch it burn! We've passed the point of no return.

Say you'll share with me One love, one lifetime. Lead me, save me from my solitude. Say you want me With you here Beside you. Anywhere you go Let me go too, thats all I ask of you.

things always seem to work out. that feeling in my stomache that i thought could only be fixed by abandonment(sp?), is gone. here's to another two years.. "clink"..

ladies, lets throw a get trashed party. we've been working way too hard.

Mon, 01 May 2006 18:12:22 GMT

i should have payed attention to all the little things.
now i dont know what i am going to do.

im scared for you.

pay attention. dont ignore it.

love is sacrafice.

Mon, 01 May 2006 04:53:52 GMT

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Thu, 27 Apr 2006 20:34:14 GMT

i love jens moms. i cant wait to go home. i feel bad for sadie though. oc tonight should be amazing. i love prom. i hope to see everyone there tonight. boys.. this means you.. you know who you are..

see you there.